B.R. Black

Thriller and Horror writer

Tag: writing motivation

  • What to do? What to do?

    I fully resonated with Sarah’s post, “When You Realize You Don’t Want to be a Writer After All.” I’ve gone back and forth over the years thinking that if I really wanted to be a writer, then I wouldn’t have any issue pursuing my goals.

    But that’s not how it works.

    The writing world is full of stories of the writer who’d written their whole life and never wanted to be anything else. Not all of us are struck with such certainty at a young age.

    Many of us have to put the desire aside for pragmatic reasons. Or self-doubt forces us to ignore our feelings and go for a safer route.

    We all travel different paths as we approach the page, and each one is as valid and important as the words you write.

    Doubt, declare, then get back to work. We’re all waiting for what you’ll write next.

  • Flippity, floppity, back on the com

    I can’t count the times I’ve gone back and forth between a self-hosted WordPress site and being on WordPress.com, but it’s been a fair few. I’d like to blame my brain and its unwillingness to deal with minor obstacles while I’m on a deep dive into site building, but I won’t, even though I just spelled out the problem in detail.

    This back and forth has also cost me a sum of money. Let’s not talk about that.

    This last flip has been on the back burner for a while. I used to be a web developer, particularly of WP sites, and that instinct to DIY the whole thing is powerful. But it’s also deceptive, since web development (I’m obviously not much of a designer) is a skill that needs constant updating and refreshing and, well, I got all these books to write.

    And since commitment to myself and my goals is a project I’m working on this year, I’m going to commit to staying here for a full six months. I give myself permission to reassess on January 1st, but not a day before.

    Because I have declared it in my blog, I am now legally bound to do this.*

    I’m working on Season 3 of Wound, right now. I’ll be ending the serial after Season 4, which should be around Halloween. My plan is to write the prequel novella in the winter and the release the seasons as individual novellas, revised and with added scenes. Excited for that!

    What commitments are you making to yourself this second half of the year? Let’s root each other on!

    *swish* (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃━⭑・゚゚・*:༅。.。༅:*゚:*:✼✿

    *not actually binding

  • Outlining and hitting submit

    Art History is nearly done (it’s taking me so long due to fear, I think, that’s another post) but the time between what I last wrote and now has been long. So long that I forgot key elements of my story. since I didn’t outline, I don’t have a reference and even so, we all know that the story doesn’t always follow the outline to a T. So I needed time to reread what I had and sketch out the rest of the story. I knew that I would have an easier time finishing if I knew where things were going.

    The most important thing for my brain is to have a system, or a challenge. Anything that feels “efficient” is a project that I can latch onto and make whatever the larger task entails much more interesting. I wanted to make an “up to know” outline for the story and I had key elements that I wanted to keep track of. I figured I would read carefully and write up a little outline, similar to the one we’ve all seen by J. K. Rowling as she worked on Half-Blood Prince. Or one of the others. It doesn’t matter. You remember the chart.

    Not an endorsement, obviously,
    but we’ve all probably seen this.

    Well, my brain said, “That’s just a handwritten spreadsheet, isn’t it?”

    Ding!

    Google Forms

    I created a new Google Form and set it to send answers into a spreadsheet. I knew that using the form would keep me within a structure of the items I want to track (year, ages, setting, POV, the main romance plot and the three subplots) while allowing my focus to wander a bit at other issues or ideas I wanted to bring forward.

    • I had a chapter or scene number (two-digit numerical to be able to sort),
    • the POV character (in a drop-down menu),
    • the setting (another drop-down with an “Other” choice),
    • the year this is taking place (I’ve got flashbacks scattered throughout),
    • my main characters’ ages,
    • and then one column each for the plot and subplots.

    The most important item was a final column just for “Notes.” This is where I added my mishandling of secondary characters’ names, the fact that Derek’s eyes are actually brown and not blue, and taking the pineapple motif off of one of Willoughby’s shirts so readers won’t think of him as a swinger. (This was something I only learned about recently and I’m still not sure it’s not an urban legend.)

    This part of the project, which took about a day, gave me the confidence to outline the rest of the book and the excitement of getting these two dorks back where they belong.

    I don’t know if you can tell, but I’m not really a “dark romance” type of reader or writer. I’m a sucker for idiots in love, so look out for that.

    Google Sheets

    Once I had my spreadsheet completed, I highlighted a few areas I needed to keep an eye out for, any rows with “Notes”, and checked to see that the flashbacks were distributed in a way that I hoped wouldn’t be disrupted and flowed with the main narrative. And, it helped!

    I was inspired by Michael La Ronn’s Pocket Guide to Pantsing audio book and his suggestion of keeping an outline along the way. I am a bit of a “pantser”, but I think that works best when there are moments of structure along the way—at least for me.

    I like to play, but I thrive with a safety fence around my playground.

    As I start book 2 of the Woodlawn College Romance series (this summer!) I’ll be using the Google form method to keep track from the start. I’ll have a short paragraph or two that tells me the idea of the story and a couple of the characters, then outline as I go. As I feel the story take shape, I’ll outline further along (as a guide) for the next writing session, and add ideas as they come to me (usually while I’m driving). I’m excited to build out my stories this way and I hope it keeps me motivated and on track.

    I’ve been writing about writing for a while now and it’s time to put up or…well, that’s the only choice, right?

    What weird tech tricks have you done to keep your writing moving along?

    Featured photo by alexander ermakov at Pexels